Love

Such a boring, undynamic word.  We use it in verb and noun forms- actions or ideas. 

What is that feeling when you can't leave the energy of the room? What am I feeling when a can say or do anything around that energy.  I have that with my friends. Sometimes around family but never around a love.

I enjoy have my guard down and enjoy being crazy and loved still.  My jokes, anxieties, facts are admired and accepted.  I would enjoy kisses, nakedness, laughs and a home. 

I'm beyond nervous. I hope for a great guy that will be perfect to me.  I want his energy to flame or excitement.