So a general eh feeling has come rolling into my life. But like most weather patterns of storms or fog, it should go away unless on Saturn. I even stayed home from work.
I had this stomachache and headache that wouldnt go away. I dont think it was anything I ate. It came at the same time as my period, which normally, I dont have any problems.
But now I have this cough.
I was enjoying so much of my time in Korea. This week I have felt mentally slow, physically ill and emotionally broken. So of course I retreat to cooking and eating. It would have been wiser to go for a heart healthy run along the river bank. I let a temporary, random emotion control how I behave. Unfortunatley, this eh occurance comes too often in my life and I retreat into a semi hermit shell....I have to be social to keep the questions away and keep off Facebook so I dont spew my negativity online.
I feel crazy and I cant sleep. I am not sleep which makes me so unfocused and stessed. My immune system is at a weakened state and I need rest BUT I CANT SLEEP.
I want to go back to those weeks that I felt I was enjoying my life, thinking positive about my future and getting a restful sleep.
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